when it's up n down

dulu...

kalo time ader problem je...aku mesti cari my bes fren forever...aku mesti cari my close2 fren or any1 who rely close to my heart...

but..since da abis sekolah..since da bekerja..n since da berkahwin..i rather keep it myself...

xsuker nk sharing ngan sesape..xgemor nk expose tentang rahsia ati sendiri....even ngan suami..

cme kekadang...ader gak lah citer kn...tp bukan hundred percent..cme tang yang 'i cant stand anymore'..yessss....i need sumone to talk to...

n lately....

perasaan down tu mcam menjadik2 ajeee..pusing kanan gitu...pusing kiri gitu juge...

i tried to b cool n make things occay...but i noe that i'm juz pretend to be epi..

semua orang tau..when we been up...semuanya nmpak okkay..semuanya rse epi je..

but..when u goin down...semua semangat lam jiwa hilang..i try to reach which part in my life that i've been 4gotten..i try to b mature as gud as grow up person..try to make things simple..n at las..i can describe wat was rely happend in me...i wokeup n bersemangat balik...mcam bese...

n da bess part is....

"saya banyak mengenali TUHAN..sambil mengenali diri sendiri..dalam doa dan tawaduk semoga ALLAH memberi petunjuk..semoga impian dan jua harapan jadi kenyataan..aminnnn"